Cover reveal! From the author of Spontaneous comes a ’90s mixtape of a young adult novel that delivers a summer romance with an unearthly twist. On shelves April 29, 2025!
It was just one swim… How could they know it would never end?
It’s the summer of 1994 and Trevor can barely wrap his mind around the fact that he and his friends have graduated high school. The future is a murky thing, filled with a college experience he feels neutral about at best, endless mixtape relistens, and the growing realization that his crush on the enigmatic Sarah isn’t going anywhere.
That is, until Sarah approaches him with a mission: they’re going to swim in all the pools in the neighborhood. Soon, their quest leads to them sneaking into backyard pools every night and continuing to get closer. But not close enough for Trevor, who yearns for Sarah despite her college boyfriend, despite her “not yet”s, despite the way she keeps pulling away the moment things feel real.
So when they learn about a natural pool hidden deep in the woods, it starts off as just another spot to check off their summer bucket list. But once they get there, they soon realize the natural pool has a curious hold on them, and something very strange is happening…
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Cover Illustration: Dana Lédl; Cover Design: Mary Claire Cruz
As I watch you sleep, I sing to myself, soft and mournful, a calming melody that laps against the shores of my addled mind. I doubt you can hear it, but it’s our song, the one you sing to me. The lyrics mean so much more than you might realize.
I thought I knew you, but I can’t judge you. I thought you knew me, but underneath I’m, well, not laughing but . . . different?
The lyrics don’t tell the whole story, obviously.
What it deserves—what I deserve—isn’t a quiet night. Not anymore. I thought I did, but I know now that it only makes the noise in my head grow louder.
This is my choice. My journey. Only mine. I’m heading back alone.
Nightswimming
They were floating. It didn’t feel the least bit like real life. Twelve years—thirteen, counting kindergarten. An eternity, now in the rearview.
Trevor’s hand was out the car window, a dolphin swimming away from Sutton High through the muggy June air. Sarah was driving, as always. And as always, she was driving the Toyota Tercel, a family car passed down two years ago when her older sister, Janine, departed to Tufts. Janine had called it the Silver Bullet, but Sarah referred to it as the Rat. A demotion on account of rust and dents and stains? Perhaps. It was a loving name, though. The Rat was a survivor. It had seen Sarah through so much. Long detours in the farmlands after her multiple breakups with Mike. Road trips to Rochester and Vermont to see Phish. Predawn journeys to basketball practice and late-night commutes home from the job at Wegmans. And of course, the drives to school.
To school and from school, every weekday for the last two years. For the final six months of senior year, Trevor joined her, proudly sitting shotgun. An assorted list of guest stars rode in the back. Jared, Schultz, and Bev had once been the other regulars. The core. But ever since Bev saved up and got a Civic in March, those three usually rode together. Separately. Like today.
Yes, today it was only Sarah and Trevor. They both preferred it that way, even if they were both hesitant to admit it.
“Wow,” Sarah said as she shook her head in disbelief.
“Wow what?” Trevor asked.
“Just wow. It’s over, huh? That’s it.”
“Yeah. I mean . . . yeah.”
What else was there to say? Class of ’94 had made it. Graduation ceremony was still to come, but school was D‑O‑N‑E done. Regents requirements met. AP tests in the books. Everything . . . complete. Trevor had prepared for it, talked and thought about it constantly, but now that it was here, he didn’t know what to do.
So, he turned on the stereo. A mix was in the deck, one that Sarah made called Sun / Rain. One side had songs with Sun in their titles. The other side, Rain. It was on the Sun side. The Sun side always got more play.
When that fat old sun in the sky is falling . . .
Trevor let the music do the talking for a while, as they passed the fields on Sudbury, all dusty and bulldozed, ready for development. Soon enough construction would start. Houses with pastel paint jobs, flimsy transplanted trees, and in‑ground pools would erupt from the weeds, though probably not before Trevor would leave for college. When he returned home next summer, however, he’d be coming back to a slightly different world.